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  • I'm back... دوشنبه 19 تیر 1396 12:37
    It's been log time I have not wroth.. I kind of missing myself. it's been crazy ups and downs in last 12 months, look like I was on firmament, going round and round. every time came to down point thought I'm done and it's over but again before I notice start to run... It's funny how life can be revolving and time...
  • RAMADAN... پنج‌شنبه 10 تیر 1395 09:18
    To me... To be come know myself better and get closer to my creator and big chance to seeking forgiveness for what have i written on my deeds book and try my best to learn how to see realty of life and understand why ALLAH send us to this world... ALLAH give us rebirth on this earth to we explore ourself, see and...
  • Lady... یکشنبه 19 اردیبهشت 1395 13:03
    Lady, Don't abandon of yourself, be yourself umbrella, be yourself cloud, be yourself rani. No doubt, GOD is genius to create you, forget his humans which disregard your femanish world... Lady, you eat warm Naan first, this time. all olive in the world is yours, this time... when you got cold feet, don't sob your...
  • Liar... جمعه 3 اردیبهشت 1395 08:57
    Why lie? What's lie anyway? Some people think life or personality is like business. they try to sell themselves to buy prestige, respect, reputation... The mask they use it totally fake, their worlds, thoughts, believes, faith is false. If we look around ourselves we will be able to see the truth, it's just we don't...
  • Life is Circus... سه‌شنبه 24 فروردین 1395 07:58
    I wonder this days, is it life or circus? Nothing is on right place... Life got hold of us, it's not us rules the life anymore. we can't think clear and force to accept circumstances, no matter what we want destiny make the way. She want to stay alive and live but that stupid cancer eating her alive, and leave us keep...
  • Technology Century... سه‌شنبه 3 فروردین 1395 15:06
    Is it good or bad i don't know anymore, right now! It's been too much lately, i keep losing information over trusting this smart phones and applications. it suppose to keep info not deleting them without my command!!! The worse one is this crazy Apple tech, oh God they think so big of themselves and they have no...
  • love in broken mirror... پنج‌شنبه 27 اسفند 1394 14:06
    It happen again, again and again... The same mistake, losing what he have over past...!!! why can't they learn past is PAST, don't crash themselves, themselves means we, we have given all our heart soul for them breathing for them... GOD... i don't know what to say, wish i was close to her and would go hug her, wipe...
  • friendship... جمعه 30 بهمن 1394 10:51
    It was day, I was lost in my head because I got wake-up slap from life and I was daze d by it. I was new in anonymous world. It’s our way of thinking showed that who we are in this kind of world, so i happened to know beautiful talented artist human I have ever came cross, someone with all soul in her art. Some how...
  • flight... جمعه 23 بهمن 1394 10:32
    I was sitting next to the only stranger I known 9 years ago. It was most sweet bitter kind of the day. I was cutting my past and starting some thing new in never land, The land I didn't know with stranger. Most people of my life call that biggest mistake Of my life, but I'm so happy to did that mistake it turn out to...
  • Taller... سه‌شنبه 29 دی 1394 15:59
    You know the bed feels warmer sleeping here alone you know i dream in color and do the things i want You think you got the best of me think you had the last laugh bet you think that every thing good is gone think you left me broken down think that i'd come running back baby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong...
  • Rebuild... جمعه 18 دی 1394 12:01
    She said: stay strong, put behind things make you break, try to forget. I just cried... I thought to her words, my eyes stopped raining but my heart still stormy. When broken piece break again won't shatter like before, it will break in bigger pieces. just need time to hill. I'm getting use to the process...! I don't...
  • Destiny... سه‌شنبه 24 آذر 1394 15:14
    There are two coffee shop close to my work place on cross each other of the road,, every morning when i walking to work i leave my destiny to traffic lights. Which ever side is green by the time i get there i will go that on... But, if that i'm in is busy i will go other one. I was thinking that's kind of life way...
  • Line... شنبه 7 آذر 1394 13:14
    I was thinking how can i take control of my mind!!! Some time taking me in way way out of line. I'm pretty scared of my own thought, it's powerful and dangerous stuff. This days I'm trying be positive but something like thunder attacking all my brith, shiny thoughts. The mind is like shell, good will be clear or...
  • feeling confident... چهارشنبه 4 آذر 1394 12:09
    I'm one of bless people in world to having loving and caring family and open heart's friends around the glob to help me gain my confident back. I happen to become friend with beautiful loving girl inside and outside, she gave me happiness in my heart and open eyes to see myself again, she changed my life without she...
  • is coming... جمعه 29 آبان 1394 15:16
    ,I'm getting ready .year running after year ...I'm down to 9th I hope things go as i plan, we do really need that time...
  • Happy soul... پنج‌شنبه 23 مهر 1394 13:20
    When i wish for be myself and him under same roof for while, i did it with all my heart. it happened the best way passible. we start journey with crossing the lands from west to east under small roof of our own... 5 days of happiness, laugh, cry, smile and love. I born again...
  • Big 34... چهارشنبه 15 مهر 1394 13:09
    Age, It's add number rapidly. But, heart grow! I have to stop looking in the MIRROR...
  • ALLAH... شنبه 28 شهریور 1394 07:39
    Forgive, it's big thing and hard to do. Forget looks easier but way to hard to wipe the memories! Which one is more important not sure yet, but i know for moving forward of all good and bad things which come cross in life need both. That means to have big heart, that big to bury every thing in it and calm soul to...
  • Love... چهارشنبه 25 شهریور 1394 19:39
    We can only love someone, when we stop loving ourselves. "It's condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own." If you really love someone, You'll never stop fighting to make it work...
  • World... پنج‌شنبه 5 شهریور 1394 07:23
    That's life, I forget, which is hard to forgive... he have to forgive which has to be forget!!!
  • The Desperation... سه‌شنبه 27 مرداد 1394 09:46
    It's crazy feeling... It can eat you alive, when blue running in my vein most hopeless moment of my life. The desperation is result of suspicious, worries, possessive. When i gone nuts last night and i tried to get help i failed. who ever i turn to was not there for me at that moment, i start calling GOD and ask for...
  • Bafflement یکشنبه 11 مرداد 1394 14:32
    . I'm in dark spot, it feel like sitting in long hall which there is no light at end of it I really want to believe but i just can't , there is no clear explanation. Some thing to hang at it and kick myself and say I'm wrong. How can i forget it when there is no excuses for it. Bafflement it's very bad spot... When i...
  • بوی بهار... پنج‌شنبه 28 اسفند 1393 12:22
    نوروزتان پیروز...
  • یک دوست خوب، یک حس خوب... جمعه 8 اسفند 1393 13:58
    امروز بعد از مدتها شاید نزدیک یک سال با یه دوست عزیز و خوب حرف زدم. هر چند که هی این تلفن قطع وصل شد البته از تلفن منظورم دنیای مدرن وایبره بعد از مدتها در مورد خیلی چیزهایی که سالیان سال در موردشون حرف نزده بودم گفتیم، واقعا خیلی دلم میخواست میتونستم بشینم تو ماشین و برم دیدنش مثل اون موقعها که به هم سر میزدیم . در...
  • بی خیالی... پنج‌شنبه 30 بهمن 1393 08:39
    یه مدت میخوام به مغزم مرخصی بدم. بزنم به رگ بی خیالی به تنها چیزی که فکر کنم بچه هام و همسرمه. بی خیال دنیا ، مردم ... شاید اونهایی که باعث اینهمه درد و رنج روحی من شدن بعد یه مدت وایسن جلوی آینه و از خودشون بپرسن چه کاردن که من دارم پا رو همه چیم میزارم، چون خودشون هم میدونن که اونها همه چی من هستن. بگذارد بدود آب،...
  • آسمان افکارم... چهارشنبه 22 بهمن 1393 13:03
    این مدت انقدر اتفاقات بد افتاده که این منم که خودم رو باختم دیگه مغزم و روحم کشش نداره. فقط دنبال راه فرارم و سعی میکنم وانمود کنم نمیبینم نمیشنوم ولی نمیشه که نمیشه... خسته شدم از خودم خسته از این اتفاقاتی که تمومی نداره... انقدر هم خورده ام که بیچاره همسر و دخترکم سعی میکنن تحملم کنن... گاهی وقتا تو آزادترین مملکت...
  • ... شنبه 15 آذر 1393 10:56
    دوستای گلم سلام. ببخشید خیلی وقته ننوشتم، خیلی حال و حوصله ندارم . اتفاقات بد و خوب و بدی افتاده و انگار نمیخواد هم تموم شه. خلاصه که دل و دماغ هیچی ندارم. دلم نمیخواد هی از بدی و ناراحتی بنویسم. هر وقت اروم شدم بازم میام و مینویسم. اینجا تنها جایی که راحتم و دلم رو خالی میکنم... دوستون دارم ... پریسا.
  • سبزی پاکن... شنبه 22 شهریور 1393 10:13
    میدونین از یه چیز تو زندگیم متنفرم اونم دروغگویی ، کسایی که چیزی برای گفتن ندارن و میشنن انقدر فکر میکنن که چطوری تلافی گندی که زدن رو دربیارن و می افتن به قصه سازی و خلاص یه دورغی سرهم میکنن و اسمش روهم میزارن شوخی... این دسته ادما ترسو و بزدلن، انقدر از انسانیت دورن که با حیوان بی اقتدار برابرا... یادمه قدیما تو...
  • غلط زیادی... چهارشنبه 12 شهریور 1393 12:45
    یه وقتای یه کارایی میکنم که خودم بعدش از خودم متنفر میشم. یکی نیست بگه غلط کردی نگرانش شدی خواستی باهاش حرف بزنی غلط کردی زنگ زدی غلط کردی خواستی با برادرت حرف بزنی غلط کردی زندگیش رو بهم زدی از خجالت دارم میمرم، به خدا فکرش رو هم نمیکردم که اینجوری بشه اصلا من از کجا میدونستم که به تلفناش گوش میدن!!! تروخدا منو ببخش...
  • جهان هستی... دوشنبه 20 مرداد 1393 11:50
    می طلبد سکوت و آرامش را. رود خروشان است، می خواهند بروند با تلاتم جریانش گمشوند در جهان هستی، چشمانم...