The Desperation...

It's crazy feeling...

It can eat you alive, when blue running in my vein most hopeless moment of my life.

The desperation is result of suspicious, worries, possessive. 

When i gone nuts last night and i tried to get help i failed. who ever i turn to was not there for me at that moment, i start calling GOD and ask for peace and clam.

No one greater then him, he answered me and shown me the truth, i was shameful of crazy thought of mine.

GOD, thank you for giving me reason to live and be strong and help me to forget all bad things which make me sad.

GOD, thank you for blessing you gave me and beautiful children and caring husband.

GOD, forgive me for my mistakes and not be praying as i should be and help me to be better person, please...

I'm thankful for the kindest person i have in my life to listen to me and give me comfort and right advise to be wiser in life. Allah keep you healthy and happy always, Ameen.